April 2011
Maybe ya'll will listen...
Hmmm, where do I start? Well I have now been single for a couple of weeks, and it ain’t all that great… maybe cause my ex goes to my school -__- It’s hard to get over someone when you see them every damn day. Although we only dated for like a month and a half she made me happy and I can’t deny that. Now that she’s not here it feels different… I wish I didn’t break up with her honestly I think I panicked and I was just tired of everyone telling me the same shit!!! :/ And now people around the school telling her I’m talking bout her, really? It’s like we were just getting okay with each other and then somebody had to fuck it up… Every time I try to get back with her I don’t get rejected, but she ignores my offer which is probably a rejection, huh? I don’t think anyone likes rejection. It’s like I be feeling there’s a possibility of us at least having some type of relationship in the future, but I have to wait and I’m far from patient. >.< Day by day tho. That’s what my mom and bestfriend always tell me. I guess I’ma just wait til summer to do anything I’m bouta be a senior and going to college shall be the only thing on my mind… OH! It’s weird between me and my mother now. Everytime we talk to each other it’s an argument and someone ends up getting their feelings hurt.. She is just being a mom but some of the dumb shit she tells me is irrelevant and I just don’t understand her at times maybe it’s cause me and her act just alike -___- I love her still tho but ANYWAYS fuck all the bullshit. I had soooo much fun at the Curren$y concert :) although 2 of my friends passed out I was good . Jet life to the next life… I’m audi 5000 this story is to be continued.
